back.
she's not dead. but she's missing.
everytime whenever i saw ppl putting up missing notice for their pets, i would thought to myself, how can u ever loss your pets if u love em.
now i lost her, i know why.
thanks to some irresponsible family members.
aft 3 weeks, my bro & i thought to ourselves tht finally we can get to see her, and bring her down to play. but no, we cant.
now, i can only see her 3 unfinished bones lying on e flr.
i need her.
if whoever stays near blk171 area, blk174 area, 115 area. help me look out for this woman in her twenties, sometimes w a guy. they will be w their dogs, small ones. gt 2.
she's seen taking my dog w her.
please help. thanks.
my dog got a silver chain on her neck. yellow brown.
those typical kampong dog.
call me immediately (no matter how early/late) if u spot her. thanks. (:

come back to me. please. <3

went spiritual meeting on sat,

smile even when ppl "stabbed" you,
smile no matter what happens.
yeh, just smile (:

endurance is e word.

1 Cor 13:4 - "Love suffers long and is kind; love does not envy; love does not parade itself, is not puffed up;"



away for 3 weeks, for theological studies. bye (:
3weeks of washing my own clothes,
3weeks of washing my utensils aft meals,
3weeks of breakfast/lunch/dinner duties,
3weeks of early mornings (as early as 5++),
3weeks of bible studies, tests,
3weeks no tv, no computer,
3weeks no yumi! :'( :'( :'( :'(
i will miss playing tug-of-war w her,
miss e times when i stand up & run, she will follow w tht innocent look,
miss teasing her,
miss grabbing her mouth,
miss e times we scold each other in dog's language,
miss those time i laugh at her when she fell down. (AHAHAHAHAHAH!!!)
aiyahh. seriously miss her alot.
i just pray tht aft theolo when i come back, she will still come welcome me w her tails wagging like siao, knocking against e door, and marching (yes, she march when she's happy. left right left right)
she cannot die.

this time round, die die, i will bring my blanket go. haha!! got my smell! :D



i just pray tht, aft 3 weeks, my faith will be restored agn. (:

miss you, yumi. <3

*updated.

-went back to zss for open house.
-watched e performance
-went to e rifle range.

teacher: how's your results?
me: huh?
teacher: your aggregate score.
me: nono, i graduate le (:
teacher: (: graduate frm which pri sch?
me: huh! no! i mean i graduate frm this secondary sch le. haha!

anyway, its been years since i touched tht rifle!! forgot how to load e "bullets" inside, forgot what's e proper way to hold e gun.
thanks to my npcc juniors, helped me to refresh my memory. ahaha!!
its e first time i got 33 pts over 50. eversince i started, always get 20++! damn happy!!! :D


cabbed home.
taxi uncle: *look at me* looking for sch huh?
me: huh? no, i graduate le.
taxi uncle: yah, i know u graduate from pri sch.
me: *speechless*
jaei: yah yah, she looking for sch
me: yah.
taxi uncle: yah, i know, u pri 6 right, how's your results?
me: still can.
jaei: yah, she got 236
me: *turn & look at jaei & burst into laughter*

conclusion: i need to grow tall.


at night,
went mac to cel ping's bday.

jaei's pre 6 days birthday cake. haha!

Cyanide & Happiness @ Explosm.net


AHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
AHHAAHAHAHAHAAHH
AHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

sometimes its always e simplest thing which's e hardest to get.

-having serious bleach fever. kept thinking tday's thurs.
yes, supperrr looking forward to tmr! bleach 104! :D

-no ca allowance this time round. damn sucky.
free labour for 2 weeks. 1 day 8 hours. 5 days x 8 hrs = 40 hrs.
10 days= 80 hrs. 1 day 1 hr of break. 10 x 1 hrs= 10 hrs. 80 hrs- 10hrs = 70hrs.
70hrs of free labour, of standing up.abuse!

-thanks to grace & karen. im addicted to BINGO.

-this fri, no sch. for hs only. AHAHAHA!!!
all lecturers, *poof!* gone!
im a happy girl :D AHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!!!!!

ytd aft church went swimming w hoonie.

her nose bled aft meeting up w me. ahahaha!

been a yr since i last swam.
swam 3 laps.
went lot one ate 8 sushis, 3/4 bowl of mee pok. 1/4 of kway chap. 1/4 of zhu zha tang. 1 cup of sprite.
full!

now thanks to swimming. i've got minor hearing impairment.
ear, kinda bled abit. got this buzzing sound.

dad: agn??
me: how i noe. i swim then will have ear infection.
dad: nxt time don't swim le. just remain like this, short short. fat fat.

don't need high heels for a good feel.

but, just e feeling you gave fouryears ago

-was late for sch for twenty mins. (marked: absent)
-3 over 5 lessons highlighted. (absent)
-"think u are going to recieve a warning letter soon."
-aft sch,rented "the break-up". super boring. no climax.
-cant believe i actually chatted w ling for hours.
-it feels damn weird. usually i could walk home frm her hse.
now, i gotta take lrt. and it sucks.

went to cine to catch "Step up" w nra peeps.

in the bus.
ronnie: what's ma cang?
me: appendix
ronnie: huh? ma cang not intestine? appendix bu shi e thing behind e book?

everyone: AHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA!!!!
ronnie, *give those blur look*


in mrt.
there's this advertisement on Aberdeen (Ae-Ber-Deen)
*eve points to e advertisement & say happily* : AH-BER-DEN!
everyone: AHHAHAHAAHAHAHHAAHAHAHAH!!!


before show, walked arnd cine. spotted Kon stuff toy!!! &&& best! got bleach's cosplay costume. this shop keeper was wearing this no. 7 captain costume. if i got $130 i sure buy no. 6! kuchiki! then cny no need to shop for clothes le. can wear tht. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHHAHAAHHAHA!!!!!!!!!!

will update soon (:

deeply etched in my heart (:[nra dance production. 11th&12th nov 2006.]<3

sat, 4/11: had full run. w costume, make up, hair. everything.
this time round its totally different frm past performances.
no more 1 costume, 1/2 dance and off u go.
no more performing for other events, nor competing.
this time round its nra's production.

cant believe it, 2 more days to IT.
NRA, DANZATION 2006

I MISS, I MISS, I MISS, I MISS, I MISS, I MISS, 604.

there's never a day, i could walk back home to 115 w/o thinking of 604.

604's like so damn good. bp plaza in front, ten mile behind, lrt at right side. bus stop in front, greenrigde 1km away. alot of friends stayed near there. mini mart at 603, bus interchange 300m away. taxi stand 250m away. running track just below. everytime fasting month, sure got food fair at 604(somemore, is tasty yummmyyyy food). 115's infested w lizards, w stupid looking ah bengs but thought they look damn cool, squating down w bright coloured hair. and e kopitiam near 115, nth taste good except for bundung and coke. unlike senja grand, nice chicken rice, nice mee goreng, nice hor fun, nice ban mian, nice ice jelly cum nata de coco.

115, no bicycle track!

aft dance went to eat. met jaei's sister & her bf.
its been so long since i last saw her. e feeling, one word: nostalgic
thou she's not my real sister. but she's like a sister to me.
misses those days when she told me abt Jesus. (she's someone who play a part in building up my faith in God.)when we played mahjong tgether, whoever lost will have to apply blusher. haha! all our faces look like monkey's butt! esp mervin's one. haha! when we went to eat tgether.

me & jinghui



jaei & jinghui




me,jaei,jinghui.




zixiang, jaei, jinghui, jeff.




boarded bus. tossed in coins for both me & jaei.
me: uncle, for 2 person.
(bus uncle look at e box counting how much.)
bus uncle: jiu qian. (giving me a piss off face.)
me: ??? huh? eh, for me & tht girl.
bus uncle: jiu qian! JIU QIAN!!!!!!
me(feeling damn pissed off since he shouted at me for nth): WHAT'S JIU QIAN!!!
bus uncle: JIU QIAN!!! ni mian fang tuo sao!!!!
me: $1.80. yao wen fang tuo sao jiu jiang! jiu qian jiu qian!!
bus uncle: ni bu suo fang tuo sao zai ni mian wo zhe me zhi dao!!!
(*took e tixs, pause awhile* was stunned when he told me tht. what an answer!)
me: THT TRANSPARENT PLASTIC THING COVERING OVER E BOX IS FOR YOU!! TO COUNT!! ITS YOUR JOB!!!!!
bloody uncle! if he cant see or count how much is it, ask me nicely and in a language i could understand. jiu qian jiu qian. what is tht!
and e plastic is made transparent is for him to count! so tht he wun get cheated!
kuku!
some ppl can just be so unreasonable.

ytd, my bday (: this year's bday cel (w friends) was great. full of surprises. and knew tht i was rmbed by many. thanks.
12am, aft dance went kap mac to eat. w jaei, steph, ron, alex.
no cake. so.. tadang! thanks to steph. haha!
burger: cake. french fries: candles. chili sauce: fire.

went to jaei's hse to stayover.
then nxt morning went to vivo to get my adidas jacket! *WIDE WIDE GRIN*
like finally.

evening, went to blk 163 to meet up w my clique. had bbq seafood for dinner! :D
stringrays smeared w chili! clams fried w chili!!!!!! :D kangkong! & lots more. damn nice.
damn happy.
nice food plus its my fav. makes me happy. hahahaha!

aft dinner, went to nearby playground to cut cake. they told me they had no $$ so got to make do w this pandan cake.

was fine w it. really thot its really tht case. close my eyes, made my wishes,

open my eyes, saw this.

everyone laughed.

was shocked, happy, touched.

but on second thots, 'why mickey mouse!!!! i don't even like mickey mouse'

okay, understand tht was e only design. thanks guys :D

my present. haha!

even though it was simple. but really love it. thanks for all e effort. (:

the girls.

the guys.

MONKEYS.

jaei,nic,haze.

ryan,nic.